I regret more things than I am proud of.
The constant thought of what I could’ve done differently always fills my head.
I should’ve said that, or I could’ve done this.
Or what if they did or said something different?
Lost opportunities and self-defecation
All at my own hands
I know I should move on, but what if they remember like I do?
But sometimes lost opportunity and self-defeat are good.
Saving me from more regret
So though I feel remorse and worry a lot,
I am proud of what I did and said.
Saving myself from more harm than needed instead.